Rosemary's Baby + Focus on Fear of Hating One's Own Blood

1. was in a maze of dingy rooms competing escape room style
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   except we were all against ea other like in battle royale
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   i had no good weapon so i hid in the bathroom
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   eventually someone came in snd i tensed up in preparation
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   and then i was staring at Lam
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   we hesitated as we both realized only one of us could live
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   and then he made a motion at me with his small butter knife
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   i pushed back holding his wrist so he couldn’t cut me
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   and cut him instead and offed him
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    I had no emotional reaction in the dream
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    it felt like a game
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    because next something bigger came along
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    a werewolf type creature
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    and i couldhear it breathing outside as I frantically tried to jam the rusty door closed
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    hastily i shoved a drawer open to block the door
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    like i used to in our old apartment when the bathroom door was fucky
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    and i heard rattling as the thing tried to get in
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    but then it got distracted by its love interest, some other woman ?
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    so i was able to sneak out
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    dream shift again
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    to vampires singing in the city in a bar
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    seducing guys flirtatiously
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    two of them were out in the open
24. 1. and having a good time
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       but one was hidden and dragged away by their manservant
    3. [11:46 AM]

       as the others enjoyed life
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       and a whimsical house garden with fantastical trees
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       and a purple cauldron tree with candy in it
    6. [11:47 AM]

       the one being dragged away kept trying to go back down to the garden
    7. [11:47 AM]

       but the man dragged her upstairs mercilessly
    8. [11:48 AM]

       round and round they climbed
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       and at the top of the tower he killed her
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        when this happened she screamed
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        and one of the the vampires at the bottom wailed too
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        her face crumbling away
    13. [11:49 AM]

        and then regenerating
    14. [11:49 AM]

        over and over again
    15. [11:49 AM]

        the hollowness of her nose showing
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        the macabre grin of her exposed jaw and teeth
    17. [11:50 AM]

        as she realized the vampire they’d had dragged away was her sister
    18. [11:51 AM]

        the still living vampires went to the cauldron
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        to call upon the Mother
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        stirred the pot of candy
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        and that’s when the dream ended
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        except at the bottom of the screen
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        a yellow thing crawled up
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        with a small grainy sack over its misshapen head
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        a tiny baby sized creature
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        and I realized that was my baby from when I was pregnant in the beginning
    27. [11:53 AM]

        before waking up
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    29. 1. The End
        2. [11:54 AM]

           The most nightmarish feeling
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           was the feeling of tenderness morphing into revulsion at the baby
        4. [11:55 AM]

           yeah, I feel like this has promise for a story
        5. [11:56 AM]

           Rosemary’s baby basically, but add twisted family dynamics
        6. [11:56 AM]

           Yes, but not necessarily only physically damaged
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           But yes
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           I’m afraid I would hate it
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           resent it
        10. [11:57 AM]

            If for example, it was severely autistic